All By Myself

Woke up with that familiar sinking feeling of dread, but also a vague glimmer of hope. Or at least, vaguely happy in the knowledge that I have a full two days ahead of me after today without any real commitments like work, only fun things like the chillout/art group (I need someone to talk to) and horseriding (need to release some of my anger and anxiety). Apart from that I do need to tidy my room but I don't want to depress myself further at the moment. People say when you have a break up, "there's plenty more fish in the sea", so why is it I always get the ones that can't swim?

When I was young, I never needed anyone,

And making love was just for fun

Those days are gone

Livin' alone I think of all the friends I've known

When I dial the telephone

Nobody's home

All by myself

Don't wanna be

All by myself

Anymore

Hard to be sure

Sometimes I feel so insecure

And loves so distant and obscure

Remains the cure

All by myself

Don't wanna be

All by myself

Anymore